"I know Him ever since all has ever been.

But I am no creature of God: though He created the heavens and hell and all the creatures that there inhabit, I have existed for as long as he came to be.

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I witnessed God create man and I witnessed its fall. 

I live outside of time, outside of end and beginning, as everlasting as the time that flows and the force that pulls you downwards. 

I witnessed God create his angels, and I witnessed many a-fall.

I saw his selfishness and vainglory, to create all in glory of His own name. Too, I saw the darkest of His rage.

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I too could create a man to worship my name, to devote his life to me and beg for mercy, but I am not like God. I have no irrepressible desire to despise poor creatures capable of suffering and pain, much less to oblige them to worship me and devote their short lives for the sake of my selfish vainglory. 

No, I am not like God. For why would I create something imperfect, capable of faltering and suffering? Why would I create misery? 

He too could not make a perfect creature, as his angels and men failed Him — and to punish them for their imperfection is the cruelest thing one can do. 

 

No, I am not like God. I chose not to be worshipped.

​I simply exist and observe... I am the lord of simply-be.

On a different note, I find much fascinating how He is three: Father, Son, and Spirit. 

I despise Father, whom is nothing but a selfish and genocidal mythomaniac, but I never really hated the Son, who was but a spoiled child of a God father."